dear diary, god that lynda is such a bitch! she's been on at me all day 2 restock the teen lines like shes the boss....why she have 2 pick on me? cant bother auntie millie with it, she dont understand.
just came home curled up n cryed n had a drink from my secret stash. auntie millie wud go mad!!
wish little eric was here, 2 give him a hug, and 2 tell me its ok. i miss my brother. im so lonly here with millie, wish i had more friends....

ah well my legs still ache a bit from step last nite, but i really enjoy it. it gives me something 2 do and gets me out of the hoouse. just wish the other girls would speak 2 me, i dont thiink they ilike me very much and i dont know why.

ah well, nite-nite

Dear dairy

How clever am i? Even though I was a bit tipsy i still managed 2 set up 2 dairy.

It was auntmillies bithday yesterdday and we went 2 the local Weatherspoons for a quick drink. Shes all of 72 years old and acts like a teenager. i hope i'm lke that when i get 2 her age.

Even tho im proud of my acheevnments setting this up, i am so embarased by something i done. theres this guy on the dark side that ive been talking 2 and apparently i sent him a private messsage while i was tipsy. i dont remmber this or what i said 2 him and now i dont think i can look him in the face anymore so to speak. he sounds really sweet and hes from wales. I always wnted 2 go 2 wales.

Anyway, i had a bit of a hangover this morning which made work this afternoon a bit of a pain. Lynda was such a bitch 2 me 2day. She told me i was too fat to wear the tan miniskirt in the midas range. what does she know shes like a size 12. she always thinks shes my boss and im really sick of it. Brian from security says she needs 2 learn 2 keep that kind of nonsense to herserlf.

2nite i stayed in and watched some tv with aunty millie but i missed corrie and eastenders cos the traffic was bad 2nite hone from work.

Later i watched big brother. I wish it had been stef that was evicted rather han noosh cos she really anonys me. Noosh was a good laugh and brian from security said i looked a bit like her wen i had blond hair.

i also done my westlife page but its still got things that i need 2 put on it. i'm really chuffed with my website.

goodnite

welcome 2 my world
Dear dairy

Its late and I really should be in bed by now but I dont have to work until 4 2moro so im going 2 stay up late and play some more on nmy webiste.

I am really pleased with how this is turning out. I never new that it was so easy 2 do these webistes. I think i mighyt start 2 learn more 2 do them as a business 4 shops and things. I wonder if topshop has a webiste. I could do theyre website for them. I dont thin k they have a website cos I would no about it if they had one.

This bit of my website is where I am going 2 tell u about me and what i do in my free time.

I am currently 21 and live with my aunt millie who is a lovely old dear. Shes reakky my great aunt on my mums side.

My mum isnt about anymore and my dad dyed at the age of 52 when i was 17. I mss my dad so much sometimes it stll makes me cry. I miss my mum 2 but we dont talk about her much now.

I work in topshop as a senior sales consultant. I think that makes me sound really important and my job is one with lots of responsablity. I have 2 organise when every1 gets theyre lunch and tea breaks as well as decide who gets 2 do changing room and who is hanging stff up on the racks. One day i would like 2 be a manager of top shop but not the one i work for now cos its 2 big. I'd like one like they have in Debenhams which is just big enough but not 2 big.

I have two lovely little fuzzy pussys Mr and Mrs Snugglebottom. They are like a real married couple excepy they cant have kids cos mt sniugglebottom had his bits chopped off last year. I felt so sorry for him. It must have hurt. He had 2 wear a collar thingy so he wouldnt lick his wound. I wopuld like 2 train him not 2 lick that area at all. First i would like 2 train them both 2 sit.

My biggest dream is to be an actress in a hollyweood film. Apparently one of my uncles is a holywood prodicer who makes films for grownups. I have taken some acting classes at shepherds bush empire and i hoped that was meant 2 be my big brake. I'm a bit disaponted that no1 had discovered me yet but time will tell.

I would tell u more about me but its late and im going 2 go 2 bed now.

nite nite